To my sisters, Military Wives; & our beloved HEROES.

I say (sister's) in all seriousness

 Only you know what I have known... and only I know what you have known...

I saw something online that cut me so deeply I haven't been able to get it off my mind.

I can't quote it directly anymore because when I went to find the quote it had been far removed by comments from other peoples reactions to a youtube clip from the movie 'Good Will Hunting', the comment I saw stated something along the lines, that anyone who enlisted in the military were puppets for the government administration and deserved to be... killed.

 

I cried when I read this - yes, I really did. It broke my heart... Is this really what people think of my husband? Is this really what they think his motive was for serving in the Marine Corps... 

 

and my precious friends, who have sacrificed time, memories and moments they can never get back for something they BELIEVE in...

that belief is that Freedom means sacrifice. Their sacrifice.

 

I am NOT starting an argument, you have the right to believe what you will. I do know this, my husband nor any of the other men I know who have served in our armed forces signed up to be government puppets. They enlisted in the military for me, you, our children, our parents, friends, sisters, and brothers...

 

 To undermine the motives of my husband and other men like him, and call them murderers, and government puppets made me physically ill.

I am going to share my vantage point as a military wife... and how I view 

MY MARINE.

 

His heart is to serve, protect, & honor his God and Country. 

 

His Sacrifice.

 

blistered bloodied feet

chapped faces, hands, any skin exposed to wind, and sand.

120 degree heat

below 30 at night

hot water in his canteen

socks that haven't been washed in a month plus, sometimes underwear too.

48 plus with no sleep

days with no food

witnessing the deaths of comrades he'd stood beside that very day, his brothers.

Holidays: family birthdays, halloween, his birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas (our first married) New years, Valentines day...

kisses and hugs, sleeping by his new wife.

sick with no one to comfort or take care of him

fear, being surrounded by people who would love nothing more then to see him die.

bullets

wounds

the comforts of being home

his puppy, Dixie.

Walking for miles with 90 plus lbs of gear, in 120 degree heat, weighing down his exhausted body

Military wives sacrifices (from my perspective and experiences)

 

only tee shirts, and the clothes he wore right before he left to remind me of his smell, I never washed them.

I only shared the first month of our marriage with him

Alone in bed at night

Thunderstorms alone

cockroaches, alone (The horror)

I battled his stolen identity, alone.

holidays, birthdays, alone

my first apartment without him in it, but his clothes filling our closet

waiting for the phone to ring every second of every minute

once it fell in the toilet, the hour it took to get a new phone... was torture. What if he called.

Pregnancy scare/buying my first pregnancy test... alone

taking care of his dog, who missed him, and ate everything in our house just to prove it.

managing finances for our house hold for the first time. alone.

buying his new truck alone

living, breathing, waiting, marking the calendar alone.

fearing every knock on my door... alone.

This is minor in comparison to the women whose husbands don't come home

or the mothers.

or the fathers.

or the children without daddy's.

 

I realize it offends some to say that being married to someone in the Military is more difficult... but in some ways it just is...

Some girls marry Marines, Soldiers, Seamen, or Airmen with the notion that it's special or extrordinary... and it is. But they fall in love with the idea of being married to a hero and don't realize the sacrifices they too will have to make. They don't know how to really be ready to support someone who chooses a life of sacrifice, and a life of missing out on moments they can never get back... it gets hard, and scary. It gets lonely. 

The divorce rate for our Precious Heroes is one of the highest in the country.

It's a hard life to live...

but some things are just worth it. 

To my precious friends who stand beside their beloved men in uniform no matter how hard things get...

God Bless You. God bless your sweet man. Or Brother. Or Father.

 

We say goodbye to our husband, brothers, fathers, and friends for 4 months, 7 months, 9 months, 15 months............

Because this is their mandate; To protect the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. YOU are their mandate.

Please appreciate them.